10:23 PM | Sunday, February 22, 2009
i feel like i'm wasting my life doing meaningless tasks. i spent my entire sunday transcribing some other people's interview and it was freaking long. i was so frustrated that i talked back to my parents a couple of times. especially when their talking made me have to rewind the interview. transcription is detrimental to my well being man. and i was stressed cos the er-dunno-who was urging me for it. it was partly my fault to have not done this earlier. should i have known it was so frustrating, i would have not agreed to it.
a reminder to myself: NEVER agree to any transcription job in the future.
i felt like i've wasted a precious day of recess week doing something that doesn't even benefit me in anyway. and it sickens me. i want to do something productive but i can't. and i can go on and on about it cos right now i'm feeling the agony. but it's okay. i will calm myself down and move on in life. i'm 5 minutes away from freedom.
11:24 PM | Thursday, February 19, 2009
i've tried this so many times and each time i tried, i fail. but i've decided to try it again anyway.
i'm talking about blogging btw. haha.
had a french test today. it didn't go very well despite studying for it. just can't get spoken french leh. *puzzled* but i'm not upset or anything. haha. then went out with xiang to jp after that. haha. finally got ot eat KFC ultimate value box!! like woots!! haha. i'm glad we managed to spend some time to catch up this week. whew previous weeks have been hectic. we talked about the randomest things on earth! like potato rolling about bus 179 and learning to ride a motorcycle. we talked about some fetish people have and realize we both have the same fetish, rubbing our faces against pointed edges of cloths. haha. quite an entertaining meet up.
tomorrow will be the last day of school before recess week. seems this sem just flew past in an instance. and it seems like i haven't really done much. so fast! too fast!! and i'm not sure what i want to do with my second half of the sem. what a waste if i were to just let my 1st year zoom by like that. i had better stop this life in motion and start thinking about what i really want to do besides living, breathing and doing things i ought to do.